Tuesday, August 18, 2009

We are in the Window



What does that mean. Hopefully it means we will receive a telephone call from our adoption agency any day advising us that we have been matched with a little boy. This experience has truly been a mental roller coaster for me. I can’t recall how many times I read that phrase on someone's blog who was waiting on a referral and thought to myself, that won’t be me. Well it is me, I’m anxious and I’m tired of waiting! Can I just skip to the front of the line, please? I feel selfish for having those feeling. I know it will happen, why am I rushing this, why am I stressing? I have come to love a child that I have not seen. I want to see him, I want to smell him, I want to touch him, and I want him to know how much love our family has for him. Mommy and daddy loves you, Jordan.

6 comments:

Robbin Hopkins said...

It will happen!!!! I hope it happens before I leave so I can give him a big snuggle for you!!!!

Freda said...

Thanks Robbin, I would really love that!

More Dorrs said...

It can't be long now!

-beka

Shawn said...

I am tired of waiting too; can I cut the line with you? (LOL)!! BTW, I really like the name Jordan

CB said...

Thinking of you and hoping you get the call very soon!

Christine said...

I know...right?!!! It's gonna be worth it!! Hang in.